1. |
4380 Hours
01:58
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Now I lay alone
Thinking about
How you're not
Next to me
And how you're happy
And I'm sad
These last six months have been the worst of my life
I have never felt so alive whilst wanting to die
You crush my heart and tear out my insides
And not a day goes by where you don't cross my
These last six months (six months) have been the worst of my life (worst of my life)
I have never felt so alive whilst wanting to die (I want to die)
You crush my heart and tear out my insides (insides)
And not a day goes by where you don't cross my mind
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2. |
Scratching At My Skin
01:49
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Take away the memories
Take away the pain
Thinking of you with him
Makes me feel just so far away
Broken hearted
Ashamed of who I am
And who I always will be
My nails are blackened from scratching at my skin
I should've never let you in
(Should've never let you in)
It's not okay to be selfish not okay to crawl back
And you know I'll crawl back
(Yeah you know I'll crawl back)
My nails are blackened from scratching at my skin
I should've never let you in
(Should've never let you in)
It's not okay to be selfish not okay to crawl back
And you know I'll crawl back
(Yeah you know I'll crawl back)
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3. |
15 Page Essays
02:00
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I thought about you
All winter long
Where did I fuck up
And where did I go wrong
I fucking loved you
In spite of the fact
You were a burden
You were the problem
Don't get me wrong
This isn't a love song
It's acknowledgement of how
You have done me wrong
So I'll spend my days
Writing 15 page essays
On your partly green hair
And why I no longer care
I know
This was
Fucked from
The start
I know
This was
Fucked from
The start
I saw
Something
Different
In you
I loved her
But she left me
And now she's never coming back
Oh I loved her
But she left me
And now she's never coming back
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4. |
Outro (Dear Mum)
00:53
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You know it wasn't the frequent hospital visits that scared me, it was the constant uncertainty that every visit would be my last. So, every time I walked through those waiting room doors, I vowed to myself that I'd pour my heart and soul into every single word I said to you. I'd tell you how proud I was of you, how much I appreciated every single thing you ever did for me, and how no matter how much time it took, I knew that good bye wouldn't be my last. I would write poems, letters, and essays in my head, describing in detail every single meal that you ever cooked for me, every single time you comforted me as I cried about the way in which my head was becoming. But when the time came and I was stood next to your hospital bed, I couldn't breath let alone speak to you, for I was focused purely on how destructive an accident had happened to such an angel. I'm very grateful you're still here with us, I love you Mum.
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djndisjskdmsdndjxnxkmdxk UK
we do not exist anymore.
2016-2018
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